Today was another BAD day.
I'm so sick of bad days and crying.
I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
Sat at my moms most of the day/night watching the olympics and talking.
She kind of had to take care of my baby for me because I was unable to, thats how bad I was.
Sigh.....I don't have the worst life....
My brain and heart are just fucking me over.
And the one who can make it better, is the one who makes it worse.