Do you ever just feel hopeless. Lost. Alone.
I been feeling this way for weeks now. I don't know how to be.
I've cried more then I wanted to.
It's like, I can't talk to anyone about it, because its personal, and people are quick to judge/or help but not help at the same time.
I don't know what to feel, what to think, or what to do.
I really just want to disappear from existence, the only thing stopping me is my baby, but with this depression, it's become extremely hard to keep going, keep fighting.
My body goes numb, and I cry so much and so hard my head aches, and eyes swell.
Why am I just not good enough.