Tuesday, July 17, 2012


Do you ever just feel hopeless. Lost. Alone.
I been feeling this way for weeks now. I don't know how to be.
I've cried more then I wanted to.
It's like, I can't talk to anyone about it, because its personal, and people are quick to judge/or help but not help at the same time.
I don't know what to feel, what to think, or what to do.
I really just want to disappear from existence, the only thing stopping me is my baby, but with this depression, it's become extremely hard to keep going, keep fighting.
My body goes numb, and I cry so much and so hard my head aches, and eyes swell.
Why am I just not good enough.



  1. Whoever told you you're not good enough? You have to believe things will get better.

    This too shall pass.

    Talk to yourself about having the courage to carry on for your family. Empower yourself with the blessings you have and focus on them. Saddle up, whether your scared to death or feel like crawling into a hole. You'll be glad you did, sweetie.

    Talk to a friend. Get it out.

    1. no one told me i wasnt good enough. It was just a feeling. a self loathing. It was a rough now. Lots of stuff going on. weird time in my life. yanno. Im fine now. Needed sleep and stuff.