Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Is this really happening right now! f&#$*

So, today we got the news that babes report date to Ft carson has been changed to 4 days earlier. COMPLETELY LAME!
This complicates EVERYTHING!
We have NO time now. 

We are now leaving oct 1 instead of 3rd, AND the movers don't come till the 3rd. Sooo WHO THE FUCK is supposed to be here when the movers come. 
SERIOUSLY annoying. 
So somehow I guess my mom becomes responsible for the movers, which isn't her job but ok. 

Our intentions were to leave my baby girl with my mom until we were settled in colorado. Well shit, seriously! I gotta leave her 2 days early, and thats not easy for me, cause I don't want to but it's for the best! and god only knows when we'll be settled....theres more to this thats stressful too like how the hell were gonna get her back out to us, and my mom moving to colorado as well. FML!

So basically this whole move is UP IN THE AIR. thats cool bro! UGH! 

I've finally decided on an apt. Its the last one, and its not for sure. It's not like I have a lot of time to get it going! WAAAAHHHHH!!!!

Can't I just crawl into a hole, and not deal with this. 

I miss being a child. When i had no responsibilities, and was carefree! FTW!!!

Hope you're all having a wonderful week!


Friday, September 21, 2012

Fill in the Blank Friday

One more link up for today with The Little Things We Do for Fill in the Blank Friday! (:

1.  Something I am very proud of is   Graduating from college! YES I did that shit!

2.  My favorite thing about myself is  that i am a mom, and a wife, a daughter and a sister. 

3.  My favorite color for fall is  auburn/burgundy/orange. I cheated! Thats 3! lol

4. Something I've been learning lately is   to stay calm, and take things one day at a time

5. A book I am reading now/have read recently is  what to expect the first year. LOL call me a loser idc. parenting is hard! 

6. My favorite Pandora Station is  i don't really have a favorite. I don't actually listen to pandora that much!

7.  This weekend I will   be visitng with my pops, who lives out of town...yep. that and cleaning more/packing. waaaahhhhh!!!!

My Life Rocks!

Bueno all my gorgeous bloggie babess!!!

Hope you all had a fabulous week! 


Linking up this fine day with the gorgeous miss Destiny, for My life rocks Via IG!

Check it out! (:

1. Painted fingers and toes. And no that finger nail polish didn't even last a day! think Ill refrain from finger painting for awhile! 
2. Baby girl is growin way too fast! Waaaaaahhh STOP IT!
3. Lil mama fel and busted her lip and nose. HEART BROKEN! 
4. I attempted to get a tooth shot, cause yes, she has a tooth...I failed. 
5. BABY J's LOL. It was midnight. Test run. 
6. Whatever sleeping position works for her. 
7. Watching Jake and the never land pirates...Her legs were also flailing around. LOL
8, Another try for a tooth shot....STILL FAILED! SMH!
9. FUNNY of my week! CAKE! 

Hubby arrives back to base today after a 12 day FTX. I cant wait to hear from him. I've missed him like crazy. He's home in exactly one week! Holy crap I remember when my countdown was in the 70's! WAOO! Now its 7! (: EXCITED! 


Monday, September 17, 2012

I miss you bloggy buddies!

Waaaahhhh Bloggy buddies, how I've missed you so much!

I forgot what it felt like to link up, and be open, and fun! (:

Stupid life why must you make me so sucky!!! 

I promise, once we are settled in Colorado, I will be so much more faithful to you my lovies! (:

haha, what are we married? smfh! Oh well.! 

I hope everyone had a stupendous weekend! 

I sold a bunch of crappy shit at a yard sale, and made 90$. Soooo I went grocery shopping, and got gas! 


But I HATE YARD SALES! people are seriously wack! ughh!

I am no longer working! Bitter sweet moment, but I am all to excited to pick up a better job in colorado, and help support my family, and spoil my baby! (:

I will be back soon for more linkys! I love em! 


I Love Me Monday

Its been quiet some time since I've done this linky, and it's about damn time I start giving myself some good sweet loving. LOL

3 Questions
1. Do you enjoy wearing dresses? 
Not anymore. I look like a tree, with a large trunk! LOL, there was once a time (before I got pregnant and had a baby) where I used to rock the shit outta the slutties club dresses, why...because I was fucking HOTT! Ohh the memories! LOL! 
2. What's your favorite thing about fall? 
CUDDLING & scarves & boots, and leaves falling, wind blowing, cool air flowing, LMAO...aye, dont judge me, I'm basing my answer off what I see on T.V. Fresno has no fall, we have summer and winter. LOL, thank god I'm moving to colorado, maybe I'll have a real fall! 
3. Favorite sex position? 
SERIOUSLY, right now, any position is my favorite, as long as there's penetration in the cooter! LOL! 


Saturday, September 15, 2012

I can't sleep

Hello all my gorgeous stalkers! 

I'm doing a terrible job of keeping up my blog right now. 

So much is going on, I can't even find a place to start...

SO...I wont. HA!

I've missed you all dearly! 

I'm still currently stressing over the future. I honestly don't know up from down. 

I'm praying every night for the best possibly outcome for the situation I'm in. 

My husband has been gone since Monday for a 12 day FTX (field training experience)

The lack of contact is driving me insane, especially after the last conversation we had /:
For me, it's a positive experience (not being able to talk) I can only hope it is the same way for him. 

We'll see. 

My daughter just turned 8 months. She is just a doll. (: I love her SOO much! 

I am going to stay positive for my future. Work on the problems, I'm not ready to give up. This will disappoint many close to me. But in the end, if they are true friends, they'll stick around. 

To another saturday closer to reuniting with my husband! 2 weeks left. Surreal. 


Saturday, September 8, 2012


Well DAMN!

Sorry lovies!

Lif  is just...BLAAHHH

I went out of town last friday for one last visit with my immediate family before moving to Colorado. 

It was an OK, trip, but It wore me ALL the way out. 

Then This whole past week, I have just been crazy stressed, sad, and overwhelmed. 

I still am, but not as bad. 

The new Birth control I am on, really fucked me up! WAY EMOTIONAL. 

Then on top of it, my relationship is...well...IDK. 

Not ready to get into that tho, but it got pretty bad. ):

So I'm taking some steps to make myself better. (:

Hope you all had a great week, and have an even better weekend!!